More accurately, I keep not posting. There are drafts, many drafts. And a lot of them are political, and repetitive, because right now we are back in the Trump-cycle where he does something stupid or crazy or unprecedented or whatever, and the news reacts to it, and the people in power talk but do little else, and then he does something stupid or crazy or unprecedented and we repeat. The only difference between this term and the last is that the blatant open corruption, and the party behind him pretty openly supporting it.
And I keep writing these things, often specific, sometimes general, and by the time I’m done writing I’m just exhausted, and I don’t want to see it anymore, and I don’t post it. Which doesn’t totally make sense, because unposted means I’m the only one who sees it. If I posted then maybe someone might read it, and might respond, though likely not. Maybe that’s why I don’t post, because at least in draft form I have only potential rejection and potential no response, but if I post it will confirm that my efforts don’t matter to anyone.
I probably need therapy.
But at least I’m posting this.